Over a year ago we celebrated four years of marriage by going to Kelly's island and Put-in-bay. It was a blast. While on the dock waiting for a ferry two boys about 6 and 8 years old saw our military backpacks and asked my husband, Greg, if he was in the army. The boys were so excited to talk to him, and I stood by and smiled with adoration. The boy's family was very friendly, although their parents and grandparents acted slightly embarrassed for how smitten they were with Greg (I of course completely understood). They asked a myriad of questions, one of which was "Hey, are you a biker"? pointing to our camel back. Assuming they were talking about being a bicyclist, Greg said "well yeah, I am". Then, being completely caught off guard, the older boy turned to me and asked, "Are you"?
"Uh", I hesitated, "no, not really".
"Oh" he replied, "yeah you look like...." Ahhhhhhh, STOP! I wanted to shout. Please don't say it. Of all the worst possible times a boy could tell me what I really look like. Not now, not on our anniversary, not in front of all these people. All the possible responses zoomed through my head. The ones I dreaded but believed. Pregnant, he's going to say pregnant or out of shape. He really wouldn't come out and say the f word (fat) in front of everyone would he?
"A runner". A RUNNER he said. "you look like a runner". Shocked out of my mind, I stuttered, almost more embarrassed than I would have felt if he'd had said pregnant. Because if he would have said fat or pregnant I could easily have laughed that off and said "I know, I really like to eat....ha ha ha ha."
But this I did not know how to handle. Embarrassed that others would not agree with his outlandish statement I mumbled "someday soon", thanked him and the conversation quickly moved on.
Oh, I can not tell you how I beamed. I don't know another thing that was said. I kept repeating those words to myself over and over again "I look like a runner, I LOOK LIKE A RUNNER? Yes, I look like a runner."
It may seem foolish. He was just a boy but the best part was that he wasn't trying to schmooze me. He just came right out and said it. It felt so honest, not flattery. This moment, forgotten by all but me, helped me to begin to see myself like I wanted to.
To this young boy, where ever you may be, Thank you, you'll never know what you did for me! Many negative comments I remember, but this one great positive has stuck with me. Every time I run, I repeat these words over and over again. I am a Runner!
Never underestimate the power of words. They really can change the world.
Can you think of a time that someone's compliment changed how you saw yourself?
Project pure:
- Start to say the things that I want to believe about myself.
I am healthy. I am beautiful. I am strong. I can do this.
- Believe the compliments that others pay me. (extremely difficult for Rinda)
- Choose my words wisely. Compliment those around me for the great things they do and the amazing people they are.